JENNIFER

2010-11-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOGGER IS OFFICALLY DEAD

CHANGED TO JKLWJ,TUMBLR.COM

BYEEEEEEEE~

*not going to delete this blog

2010-07-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

its been lonnnnnnnnnnnnnng since i blogged.

busy with prelims >: IM A STUDIOUS PERSON YA KNOW :D

im really like happy that SHINee finally has their comeback on music bank just now.

i totally just scream and went mad when i saw SHINee on tv.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

thanks to timothy for ordering the album for me :D
i can get it next tuesday ^_^

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~ cant wait for o's to end

then me and sasa can learn korea language together.

LUCIFERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <>

2010-06-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

AHAAS, funny! >.<

omg, now only SHINee can ake me smile.

especially KEY <>

i want them to come to singapore.

i want to take a photo with them.

i want their posters from comics connection.

i cant wait for their album to come out.

i really love them.

i really do love them.

2010-06-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

[Key] 축구 보세요!!

아자아자화이팅!!

[Key]Watching Soccer !!

Aja Aja Fighting!!

source: me2day

shineefindsource shakizicredit

weareshining and onewsangtae fb group

and yimin shinee singapore wordpress

2010-06-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

omg, i really want to learn ballet now together with hira.

and then we can both go to the dance school that we want.

my ambition my passion for dance is like thiiiiiissssss BIG

i really want to get into K ARTS

thats my dream for now.

but have to concentrate on o's first

and get good grades so that i can pursue my dream my passion

some say
talent overrules passion

but i say

passion OVERRULES talent.

passion is what it takes to make your dream come ture.
so what is you have the talent but not the passion to continue doing so.
im going to do what it takes to go into a dance school
and going to dance for the rest of my life
i really want to get into a dance school
though my parents dont really approve of it.
but i will show it to them
that is my dream
what i really want to do
who knows i will get famous there in korea.
and everyone will know me.
HAAHHAH

FOR SURE!

hira we will do it :D

************

2010-06-11T20:16:00.000-07:00

omg, i hope the rumour isn't fake for this time. that shinee is going to make a comeback.

Here’s the schedule and rough translation by shiningshineeworld:

6/23~25 자켓촬영 및 뮤비촬영 (예정)

7/6 티져 공개 (예정)

저작권협회 등록 (예정)

7/8 음원 공개 (예정)

7/9 뮤직비디오 공개 (예정)

뮤직뱅크 첫방송(미정)

7/10 쇼음악중심 첫방송(미정)

7/12 앨범 발매 (예정)

6/23-25 album jacket shooting and MV filming(scheduled)

7/6 Release of teasers (scheduled)

7/8 Song release (scheduled)

7/9 Music video release (scheduled)

Music Bank Comeback (Tentative)

7/10 Music Core Comeback (Tentative)

7/12 Album Release (scheduled)

cr: allkpop.com, SHINeegirl

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG, i hope it is :D :D :D

2010-06-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

omg, i love key latest hairstyle :D :D :D

okays, not much of a change but doesnt he look nice?

awww, XD

****************

im so scared for o levels.
what if i cant do it and get the same results as i did during mid year?
): ): ): ): ):
i dont want it to happen.
im toooooo afraid of that.
i want to get into at least a poly.
but hopefully a jc.
so that i can prove to my parents that i can like do it. in their FACES.
*i hate it when people are biased*
hopefully, i can get into a dance school next time.
cos i am some how addicted to dancing on stage.
i like the feeling of people looking at me when i dance.
it is nice,
though my standard of dancing is not that high.
people say that the stage is like a drug
i totally agree on that.
i really hope that i can and really want to dance for life.
and be able to fulfill my dream of becoming a professional dancer.
who knows, maybe someday you will see me on stage dancing.
who knows, someday i may become famous?
i dont mind becoming a backup dancer.
omg, hopefully in can be in korea.
that will be a dream come true for sure.
i really wish whole heartedly that it will come true.
and i can go korea to meet key :D
or maybe get married to hime?
ohhh gosh, im thinking tooo far X;
AHAAS.

now, i wish that i can be happy all day long
and just concentrate in my studies
and get good grades for o level..

2010-06-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

awwwwwww, dont you agree?
AHAAS.

ROMANTIC < 333

he looks like a small boy XD

credits : tumblr

KEY SPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAMMMMM :D

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww, he is so cute :D

2010-06-03T05:58:00.000-07:00

Credits : kimchi hana @ shineee.net

Key 100602[05:49]

[Key] 쉬고 있다가 그려봤어요?.. 부끄럽지만 ㅠㅠ전 화가 아니라구요! 하하 요즘 그리기 취미에 빠졌음 크크

[Key] I was resting and tried drawing?.. even though it’s embarrassing. ㅠㅠI’m not an artist! Haha, I’ve been into drawing lately, keke

ohhhhhhhh...

i cant wait for shinee comeback :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

2010-05-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

http://me2day.net/shineeshinee :D :D

isn't key cute?

***

im sad really.

sometimes i wish i had a boyfriend whom would be there for me always

at least someone who, like im connected to and trust.

maybe not fully but at least more than usual.

when it comes to me wanting to share my problems with someone.

i find it hard.

you know, there will be this hesitation whenever i want to tell someone my problems.

its like you have to think whether or not you are telling the right person.

im confused of whatever i am doing right now.

im confused. im lost ):

2010-05-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

a special blogpost for shinee :D

HAPPY SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY SHINEE! :D

cant wait for their next album to be release~

they wrote messages to shinee world.
gosh love shinee world :D

shinee makes me happy
cos they are so cute
believe or not, i even cry for them.
AHAAS.
that shows how crazy i am for shinee.

i regreted not liking shinee earlier.
2years ago they debut.

but now since i found them,
i love them to the max :D

especially KEY * like duh *
:D :D :D :D :D :D

I WISH THAT I CAN JOIN SHINEE OFFICIAL FANCLUB.
): ): ): ): ): ):

2010-05-25T09:35:00.000-07:00

http://shinee.smtown.com/

i found it after sooooooooo long ):

2010-05-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

KEY :D

the one i love alot.

the one who makes me happy.

I AM A CRAZY SHINEE FAN :)

********************

DANCE @ SOUTH WEST WAS FREAKING AWESOME AND FUN :D :D :D YEAHHHH!

CANT WAIT FOR THE PERFORMANCE @ JURONG POINT ON THURSDAY :D

2010-05-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

CUTE TO DA MAX :D :D :D

i love my day.

***

2010-05-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

4 shows last week plus today.

damm happy.

conclusion : its hard to become a dancer.

its hard to learn ballet.

i want to become a professional dancer.

i know thats hard

but im going to try out for auditions no matter what

because now all i want to do is to get into a art school.

i want to become a dancer.

you may think i am crazy but ya.

thats my goal in life and i will make sure that i can achieve that.

* cross fingers *

***

IM HAPPY NOW,I JUST BOUGHT 3 PHOTOS OF KEY!!!

and and and

im going to buy shinee posters soon

that makes double happiness :D :D :D :D

2010-05-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

welcome to my messy shelf :D

my cupboard filled with postaids and photo :D

STRAWBERRY YOGURT XD

***

totally stressed myself out this few days.

i cant concentrated in studying and im distracted by alot alot alot of things.

flung history & thankfully emaths paper was easy

was expecting a harder paper.

if only o level was this simple, omg can pass with flying colours

but yeah, I WISHED. ):

2010-05-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

CUTEEEEE :D

SHINEE

psalms 91. :D

2010-04-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

DANCE, the last performance.

2010-04-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

i want to step down, yet i dont want to ):

***

{ to you : i still do. from me }

***

yeap, apparently you dont care what i say. you dont even bother my opinions. and just let every single thing to him. so why should i even care what you say. you know you are freaking unfair. that everything you do you only do it for him. what about me?

***

SCREW ORAL, CORE GEOG.

next paper elect history. must do real good for it.

shall make myself happy by watching shinee :)

2010-04-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

YOOGEUN :) HEEEEEEEEES

spend my day yesterday night, downloading SHINee hello baby videos :D

* THUMBS UP *

***

im scared for the performance.

im scared that i will let the team down.

im scared i cant remember the steps.

wish me luck , * cross fingers *

***

core geog paper is screwed to the freaking max.

the worst core geog paper i have ever sone.

well, shall just concentrate on the rest of the paper.

me going to ( add more and more oil ) for the rest of the papers

and try not to get distracted again.

SIGNS.

2010-04-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

SHINee hello baby :)

OMGGGGG >>>> yoo geun!!!!

2010-04-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7tRLrE1G78&feature=related

-HONGKONG dance video

done by wanyi. :)

i miss hongkong.

***

one thing now is that i hate you and you hate me.

so ya, we should not like bother each other right?

its like no use that we like never even talk to each other now.

i hate this kind of situation.

its like talking to a wall.

yes, a typical ending i know.

i knew we would end up like that.

ya, like you care.

***

2010-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO YOU :)

2010-04-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

김기범

***

i love dance :D

that picture was taken in hongkong at repluse bay.

): i miss HONGKONG alot.

my dream is to get into HKAPA and show others that i can do it.

i will prove you wrong.

straight in your face.

and then lets see what you have got to say later.

****

YOU BUGGER, YOU BUG OFF!!!

and

ahaas, happy april fools day.

2010-03-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

KEY KIM KIBUM

2010-03-25T04:26:00.000-07:00

found this photo at jacky's profile.

look how sunburn we are man :/

miss those times.

we should have another outing to the beach :D

2010-03-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

pslams 91 ; my love.

ehhhhhh, why arent the boys in the picture?.

cant wait for this weeks jamming session.

and i will be doing my homework there :/

***

frustrated and irritated to the max.

wtf do you want?!

2010-03-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

ngee ann performance was great :D
great job girls.
it was damm neat!

last performance, glad you all enjoyed it

i wish i could performed with you all.
but i took part in anti drug.
but its okay, i had fun too!.
i only wish that we could do a last dance together as sec4s :D

***

i miss alot of things...

***

i just dont want to feel stress now.

now that it is term2,
i cant afford to break down at this time.

ya, imagine me breaking down ;
imagine me being happy.

which would be better??

1week holiday its going to be gone soooooooooon.
2more days.

it just goes by that fast.

and who love it?
nobody does.

i hope god will be there for me

and i believe he will :D

2010-03-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

my love for god is starting to get stronger.

1 Corinthians 13:1-13

If I speak in the tongues of men and angels,
but have not love,
I have become sounding brass or a tinkling symbol.

And if I have prophecy and know all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith so as to remove mountains,
but have not love,
I am nothing.

And if I dole out all my goods,
and if I deliver my body that I may boast but have not love,
nothing I am profited.

Love is long suffering,
love is kind,
it is not jealous,
love does not boast,
it is not inflated.

It is not discourteous,
it is not selfish,
it is not irritable,
it does not enumerate the evil.

It does not rejoice over the wrong,
but rejoices in the truth

It covers all things,
it has faith for all things,
it hopes in all things,
it endures in all things.

Love never falls in ruins;
but whether prophecies,
they will be abolished;
or tongues, they will cease;
or knowledge,
it will be superseded.

For we know in part and we prophecy in part.

But when the perfect comes,
the imperfect will be superseded.

When I was an infant,
I spoke as an infant,

I reckoned as an infant;
when I became [an adult],
I abolished the things of the infant.

For now we see through a mirror in an enigma,
but then face to face.

Now I know in part,
but then I shall know as also I was fully known.

But now remains faith, hope, love,

these three;

but the greatest of these is love.

***

2010-03-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

* took photo, edited it. okays, it looks ugly from the picture ): *

thanks peeps for the chocolate flower bouquet

thanks for coming to support.

the chocolate is damm damm damm nice * heart melts*
thanks loads and loads.

dont worry,
some maybe getting too :)
* evil smiles *

may be the last performance i'll be having in school.
enjoyed the last performance.

and sooooon, we will be stepping down.

idw to step down.
): ): ):

2010-03-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

SMOTA CONFIRMATION CAMP IS DA BOMBXZXZXZXZ!!

:D :D :D

awaiting for the next psalms 91 meeting.

2010-03-12T07:55:00.000-08:00

i feel like escaping the house.

i cant stand the arguements here.

***

1 > going for confee camp for the next two days.

2 > im nervous for anti drug competition

3 > MYE IN 3WEEKS ):

4 > i hate you.

5 > why is there so much shouting?

6 > i dont dare to show my parents da report book :/

7 > can i escape?

9 > my aim : HKAPA

10 > i will prove to you that i can do it.

11 > still, MR C :D

12 > no use emoing

13 > somebody has to step back. thats me.

14 > disgusting sight.

15 > it feels weird not messaging you :/ sooooo should i ?............

16 > i love ghost busting around school :)

17 > i miss 3/4 '09 ; i miss michelle

18 > time to sleep, busy day tomorrow.

19 > god, thanks for everything.

20 > me love : dance l stuccobox crew l psalms 91 l 3/4 ; 4/4 l bitches

2010-03-11T07:28:00.000-08:00

alice in wonderland :) nice. love da costume and da make up.

sports day was postponed due to heavy rain. damm!
all prepared for sports day then cancelled _!_
first time ever,
what da hell!!!

sooooooooooooo,

watched alice in wonderland with blue house peeps including eva :D
at causeway point
the 3D specs are cooooooool. they are so awesome. LOLS
but really, the specs are nice.
*first time seeing it ma*
then to chun house
talked talked talked
and went back.

***

conversation between me,ali and hira in class.

Ali : i want to eat sakae sushi buffet........
J : same.. im craving for food now ):
Hira : " Hira + jen + ali " journey to sakae sushi T.T
Ali : i feel like eating.....sashimi!!!!!!
J : OMG, same ): AHHH! LOLS okays, we are REALLY hungry.
Hira : SALMON :O *chomp!*
J : *saliva dripping*
Ali : stop fking tempting me!!! LOL
J : smoke salmon. <3
Hira : LOL LUNCH T.T katsudon vs vegie :-)

we were dammm hungry that we werent paying attention in calss.
instead we were talking about food. LOL LOL LOL to us.

***

anti drug competition is on sunday.

12pm at plaza singapura

those who want to come and support

you can :)

im freaking nervous nowwwwww...
like nowwwww.

2010-03-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

i need a sugar rush now..

i want to scream..

yeap, i'll shall just smile.

everything is just so in a rushed.
i cant manage time properly.

everything is falling apart.
everyone is drifting away.

so either you smile or you smile.

conclusion = smile

it makes you feel better right?
rather than you hide in one corner and started emo ing.

2010-03-03T07:43:00.000-08:00

2010-02-28T02:38:00.000-08:00

friday 26th feb,

happy birthday mac.

happy 16 bday to you. im jealous that you can do split!!!! jealous that you have a super big mickey mouse for your birthday!!! ahaas. was enemies and then now friends. is it a good thing? or a bad thing? a good thing i guess. at least now when we see each other never fight. LOLS.AHAAS. thanks for inviting me to your bbq. and sorry for leaving so early. and dont feel guilty. hope you like the gift :)

at night,

# a mini celebration with you
# dont feel guilty
# hope you like the gift
# the movie was ting hao de!! :D
# happy advance birthday to you

...

yesterday 27th feb,

happy birthday weekiat.

3years since i know. ahaas. you have always been a nice person to talk to. till now it hasnt never change. glad we are still frens now. though what happen last time. dont feel guilty, cos its the past. and its not you. its me. next time, reply message faster!! happy birthday, birthday boy. :)

had,

1. stuccobox training

2. mac's bbq

3. siqi cny celebration

equals to a freaking tiring day.

...

today 28th feb,

how did i spend th last day of the month?

by going to tuition
and basically slacking at home.
and rot rot rot.
was suppose to go study with ___
but my parents dont let mt go out.
): ): ):
so sorry to you.

what a boring day right?

and i hate the weather.

...

SOOOOOOOO.

should i be happy or sad?

happy that it happened?
or sad that it was all misunderstood?

2010-02-25T07:26:00.000-08:00

still sunflower makes me happy .

thinking that it would happen.

i wish. i wish. i wish.

im just a foolish person who belives in everything.

2010-02-23T06:13:00.000-08:00

Move on.

He’s just a chapter in the past.

But don’t close the book,

just turn the page.

2010-02-23T05:53:00.000-08:00

"To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak
I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don’t have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We’re bound to be afraid
Even if it’s just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear"

Snow Patrol - Run

...

i realise something
i dont understand..
i dont understand why..

to : you

yes,i give up on you.
do you even freaking hell care?
i doubt you even do.
i want to give up on liking you.
i WILL try my best.
not knowing if you even have that bit of feelings for me
i'll just give up.
soon right,
i dont care
YOU will be out of my life.

if you see this,
pretend you never even see it before.
cos i'll pretend i dont know you from the start.

2010-02-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

After 3 years of liking you, I'm trying to wean myself away from you.

honestly, i dont know how i feel towards you.

Ray LaMontagne - Empty.

thats how i feel now : empty...

2010-02-17T06:05:00.001-08:00

just wanted to say thanks, to all of you

i officially gave up on him..

2010-02-13T18:55:00.000-08:00

FIRSTLY,

happy valentines day :D :D :D

and

SECONDLY,

happy chinese new year.

-actually it doesnt seem like chinese new year

thanks for the pressies for valentines.

---
remember

14 feb 2009 ????

suddenly remember one year ago on this day
on this very same day
3/4 had a class outing to east coast.
it was the very first class outing we had together :D :D :D
it was a success!!!
i miss those memories.

one year ago,
mish was still here.

now one year later,
everything is different.
mish isnt here.
i miss her ALOT... ): ):

im sure everyone in 4/4, those who went for the outing,
will think about 14 feb 2009
where we celebrate valentines day altogether as a class.
with everyone being single..
where we brought tibits and messed up the whole place.
where we played volleyball
where we cycled together.
where we all get wet ( okays, i did not :l )
where we took many photos.
gosh, i sooooooo miss those memories together.

HAPPY VALENTINES

MISH, MY PEPPER

i love you :D

---

yesterday no crew training.
no dance.
no dance equals boring saturday.
crew training was the only thing that i looked forward the whole week la.
then suddenly dont have ): ): ):

next week also cant go for crew training.
cos have some geog thing.
then will miss the auditions. sads.

so i stayed at home and rot. nope i did homework AHAAS.
being hardworking on cny eve. not bad right? :P hees.

ONE LAST THING,

I LOVE DANCE!~
---

yes its going to be 2 whole weeks. i miss you
i miss your smile.
i really do.
but i have got to let go and move on.
not thinking too much, it will be hard.
but i have got to try my best right?
2 whole weeks.
wonder what you have been doing la.

2010-02-07T07:53:00.001-08:00

now i realise how much i love
dance..

2010-02-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

Even though I have someone that I truly love, ( i do )

and could never see myself without.. ( i'll try to )

I still love you ( i dont want this to carry on further )

and you will always hold a place in my heart. ( i just hope you will disappear )

But I don't think I am strong enough to forget him. ( yeap im not strong )

I don't want to. ( ): ): ): ): how ?!?!? )

But I do. ( i really do want to forget him )

2010-02-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

i have nothing to say. all i can say now is

im frustrated over everything.

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

jennifer, its no use.

no use holding on.

since that guy dont give a shit about you.

so just give up.

even though you know you cant.

2010-01-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

credits: yisi

camp was a blast.

best ever camp :D

i wish airpork was there though ):

many memories that we'll treasure.

I LOVE YOU 4/4 :D

thanks to all that made the camp fun l tiring l memorable l tearing l crazy.

will blog more tomorrow.

2010-01-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

sec4 camp a blast.
best camp ever.

day one

we are group six. instructor esmond :)

cheers on bus.

we call esmond, spiderman.

icebreaker game.

one dan jump into the water, BOOM!. one maid went to the market, yes ma'am ._.

chicken dance. whoo!

chief charles = chin chow.

amusing race. the noise we made in the mrt,ahaas, the stupid sun we had to endure. around town in pe attire. lack of water. we were "dying" but we still go on. the art house. the birthday song. the skit we made to the friendly guy. the debate at the speakers corner. acting cute. the time we ran from clark quay to city hall. cheering along the roads. gulping down slurpee's.

annnnnnnnnd rendall came! :D

spiderman become sick ): esmond wasn't there to lead our group... ):

the song linger

candle war. remember guys,we didn't cheat!.

day two

rise and shine. spidey became okay :D :D

but me, i had sunburn and lost voice. fever.

casualty challenge. the multiple puzzles we did. cracked our brains. 2blind. 1mute. 1 no leg. 1 no arm. the ali baba thing,ahaas. then we had to think of dance steps. thats where we were stress when we saw other groups. thats where we panic. then arguements.

casualty challenge. did 800 jumping jets.

told the class, we will do it for michelle. cos i know if michelle was there with us, we would do it. :D michelle, we miss you. in the end we did it. GO 4/4!!!

we did the leapord crawl. hand bleeding. the wheel thingy. we were like reindeers.heehees. the budha claps.

the injuries and sun burns were worth it. right guys?..

campfire night. the saddest part of all. ): ):
many cried and cried. the hugs. the tears. the shouting. the cheering. the dance.

chi ku cha. xi shua shua. so you think you can dance. luqman won!!! best dancer! :D :D :D

instructir dance. then the sad song played. hug friends and cried.

shouted " 3 cheers for michelle. hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! "

day three

the day we left the campsite
cant bear to leave.
the last song we sang together as a cohort before we leave the campsite.

Mm-hm I want to linger here
Mm-hm a little longer here
Mm-hm a little longer here with you

Mm-hm it's such a perfect night
Mm-hm it doesn't seem quite right
Mm-hm that it's my last night here with you

Mm-hm and come September
Mm-hm we'll all remember
Mm-hm our lasting friendship true and strong

Mm-hm and as the years go by
Mm-hm I remember this and sigh
Mm-hm this is goodnight and not goodbye

last of all,

esmond i miss you ): ):

i miss camp.

we'll always remember this camp.

4/4 oiiiii! whoosh!

group sex, me love you.

2010-01-22T22:49:00.000-08:00

yes i am miss you. so what? do you even care that much as i do.? i like you for feaking 3 years. so? you dont even do. somethimes i lie to myself that you do. did that help? NO. stupid me right. now you are so close but like so far. evertime when we looked at each other, it will only end up with a smile or just a stare. many times i want to talk to you, but then something is pulling me back. i dont know what to say to you also. and i guess you have nothing to say to me. you treat me as a normal friends and thats all. dont you realise that i like you? nope, that i have benn liking you this long? know how painful i am? i dont get myself too. its stupid and dumb for me to do so. because i cant help myself for liking you. i cant stop liking you. I CANT STOP MYSELF FORM LIKING YOU. its hard to communicate with you. its hard to understand you. everyone else can but then i cant. i dont know what will happen for the rest of this year but i hope i'll never see you ever again. everytime i see you, it will be a distance away. just that few centimetres away between you and me...

-jennifer

): ): ):

2010-01-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

dance equals stress.

studying early.

my slogan : study hard , play soft! ahaaaaaaaaaaaas.

retarted X:

many many super duper homework to be done.

cant wait for camp next monday to wednesday. :D :D :D

its gonna be a blast with 4/4

---

i should stop.

i should not even go on and on.

but i know i cant force myself.

how?

2010-01-18T07:22:00.000-08:00

im glad that you are still keeping it..

i told you would give it away or something..

but still..

thanks for keeping it..

:D

2010-01-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

i know its not worth it..

but i still cant do it..

i suck totally..

3 years ago it happened,

3 years later its still the same..

2010-01-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

2010-01-08T07:03:00.000-08:00

i hate goodbyes..

im not good at saying goodbyes ):

----

i'll ignore whatever you do from now on.
and just hope that you vanished from my sight.
you know i cant be bothered
and i dont want the same thing to happen again.
i dont want it to repeat itself.
you know that feeling sucks.

2010-01-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

buzzzz off

you are pissing everyone off.

----

i'll distract myself from thinking about you.

on one fine day i say i will forget you...

the next day you came in and everything just repeats itself AGAIN ;

from that very start when we met ): ):

freak, why is this happening again????????

never think about it....

2010-01-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

its distracting..its distracting..

its distracting..its distracting..

its distracting..its distracting..

i feel like crying

michelle is leaving this saturday ):

can you dont go ? ..

2010-01-01T03:31:00.000-08:00

reading michelle's post i cried..

memories of the past 365 days i have had..

i had many many flashbacks of this year..

but as i have promised myself,

I MUST STAY HAPPY!!!

this year i will really work towards my goals..
through all the obstacles, lessons will be learn..
and i will make sure i will stay up form there..
those who hurt me..
really left me a scar somewhere..
i guess it will try its best to heal itself back..
sad things will not ever pull me down ever again..
i will stand up like how i do it everytime..
i'll be strong or else i wouldn't have been here right now..
those who stood by me, thanks
and also for the one whom i am not suppose to love in the first place..
sorry for loving you so long..
and know i shouldn't have known you in the first place..
i've learn quite a number of things for the past 365days..
i will never forget all those nice memories..
memories will stay put..
the happy and sad ones..
it will stay forever..
some will fade..
i'll try to forget them if i can..
but its hard you know..
but then some will just be permanent in your ♥ forever and ever.

i believe,

ITS GONNA BE A HAPPY YEAR IN 2010 ...

on second thought..
i cant belive its 2010,

today , its 1st january 2010....

i miss 2009.

i miss you bitches already ...

i pray to god tonight and wish that i'll be fine next year.

2009-12-31T13:13:00.000-08:00

5,4,3,2,1 and its 2010!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND TO ALL.. :D :) :-)

i hope this year would be a better year
though things are already changing
and with o levels (it sucks)
but EVERYTHING is just going to fly past very fast...
time flies,
and it really does..

LIKE REALLLLLLLL FASTTTTTTTTTTT ):

2010 is here...
and i must say WHAT A YEAR I'VE HAD IN 2009..

WELL, SHALL PUT EVEERYTHING THAT HAS PAST BE IN THE PAST
AND I'LL JUST LET EVERYTHING GO..
AND REALLY FORGET EVERYTHING..
THOUGH SOME OF THE MEMORIES STILL CANT BE ERASE..
I'LL JUST HAVE TO TRY TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM
AND
CONCENTRATE FOR O LEVELS..
AND ALSO FOR DANCE...
everything is going to be fine next year.
and i'll just face evrything tht comes to me..
even though im scared but thats something that i will do..

ONE THING.. I SHALLL BE HAPPY FOR THIS YEAR.. :D

( thats one of my new years resolution, i seriously hope i can accomplish that plus the others also )

2009-12-30T06:41:00.000-08:00

PICNIC @ BOTANIC GARDENS :D:D:D:D

clique outing but val and nisha and yisi cant go ): ):

it was funnn under the sun.

heeeheeee!

<3 you all!!

---

TODAY

studied studied hard today @ the library.

really studied and revised on bio

at night, went for co night

to support HUIJING :D :D :D

last part of it was touching.. :O

and thanks huijing for the pressie <3

YESTERDAY

morning was intensive hip hop lesson.

tired and aching..

looooong time never stretch already.. ): ):

after that went to jurong point.

and got crazzzzzzie there with dance girls <3

at night,

went to band night and it was nice to watch :D :D

enjoy ed it lots.

especially the last part.

I GOTTA FEELING THAT TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!~

TOMORROW

is going to be a goooooodddddie dayyyyyyiee.

it will be fun. and

new year 2010 is in less than 25 hours time

OMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

im seriously not prepared.. ):

2009-12-28T04:30:00.000-08:00

i had a wonderful christmas night
spending my time at midnight mass and singing christmas carols.
getting to wish strangers merry christmas.
and got to see some of my church friends.

wonderful christmas i had...

actually one of the best..

2 christmas parties.
busy tired busy.
:D :D :D
christmas pressies.

roasted chicken / turkey with specially made sauce <33333

big big chicken pie

pasta

sparkling juice (apple flavoured! :D )

gosh dammmmmmmmmm nice.

played pictureka and won.
goooooooooo group 3.

and late night barbeque tooo! wooo.

PICNIC OUT WITH GIRLFRIENDS :D :D :D :D
i love you all alotttttttt.

2009-12-24T20:47:00.000-08:00

on this christmas

a child is born....

♥MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLL!!!~

have a wonderful christmas!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

'On the first day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

A partridge in a pear tree.

12days to christmas ends and
6 more days to a brand new year..

they called it new year for a reason..

2009-12-22T21:07:00.000-08:00

christmas is really really near now.
2days.

what am i looking forward?

is to be happy,
on christmas.

yesterday,

:D :D :D
what a day at the beach with friends.:D :D

.got splash by water.

.got sand in my shorts.

.got to walk along the beach barefooted,
leaving footprints behind

.did jump shots

.got sand in hair

.sit on the big big rock

.slide down like a gu niang while everyone just jump off :l

.being like a total retard over there

.cam whoring with chunting camera X:

.barbeque ing mashmallow on potato chips :D :D freaking nice!!~

.chunting injured her self ):

and then its taxi home.

2009-12-21T04:36:00.000-08:00

night is here again hate it

another day pass sooon

tomorrow will come sooon ):

2009-12-19T00:45:00.000-08:00

oh holy christmas is coming. and then is 2010. so fast, a year is going to pass. and sooooooooooo many things have happen. those sad,happy,crazy ones. maybe some are not suppose to happen. to think back of some, its really stupid. maybe i wasnt meant to do some things. maybe i should not have met you in the first place. but since what has been done, has been done. its really time for me to put down all this memories and move on. but i cant. after 3 years of secondary school life. many thingscan happen in a split second. some a week and it all change. i regret doing sooooo many things. but come to think about it, its really stupid. wonderful memories that i've had with friends, classmates, schoolmates and family. i thank god for that. those not so good ones. i have learn some thing from it. this year is memorable. this year, many things happen at the wrong time. and when next year come, everything will change. but its already changing now. everyday is passing so fast. its like one day is gone, and the other is coming. i wish there is a time machine or something. that would stop everything. just stop it for one period of time where everyone is just happy and going crazy. those happy moments. everything is going tooo fast. 2 more weeks to a new year. i wish next year wont come. i wish that i'll be happy for ever. not getting sad over soo many things.

i wish that i wont even think about you now.

i wish upon a star tonight and hope that everything would be
fine.

i miss those happy times we were together. going crazy and stuff.

i miss having fun.

like real~ fun.

everything is going really fast this year.

2009 just whizzed by.

i need a time machine to slow things down..

2009-12-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

TO DA BEACH!

*thumbs up*
though not so many people went
but stilllll
it was fuuuuuuuunnn~

but the thing was i got hit in the neck by LOUSIE!!

freaking painnnnnn times ten.
omg omg omg hurt throughout the whole trip.

didnt go into the water nor cycle..
but i was the camera women.
ohya, havent upload my part of the photos yet..
will upload when i find the camera charger..
:D :) :D :)

enjoyed the breeze and the smell of the sea.
it was really nice
really really nice :) :)

finally saw a glimpse of sunset,

dammmm freaking nice like hell nice!!!.

okays ca-razy me.

bought cup noodles from 7eleven for dinner.
this shows how broke we are on that day.
and got crazy on the bus.
`sing sing sing.
`sing sing sing.

i recorded them singing.
crazy girls.
LOLS.

MEET UP WITH PRIMARY SCHOOL PEEPS.!!

looooooong time since i see them.
miss them lots too.

we'll have a meetup soooon like before 2009 ends.
and next year after o levels

it will be bARBEQUE TIME!!!

and its

8days to CHRISTMAS!!!
oh yeahhhhhhh`

pressie, pressie and more pressie. :D
*smiles*

---

im not prepared for next year.
not wanting to think about next year.
cant imagine what will it be like next year.
with michelle leaving like sooooon... ):
there will be one less person in class to talk to..
): ): ): ): ): ): D:

WHY DOES TIME FLY SO FAST?!?!?!

2009-12-14T20:34:00.000-08:00

"If you have ever lost a loved one,

then you know exactly how it feels.

And if you have not,

then you cannot possibly imagine it "

2009-12-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

its time for happy things...

im finally sick free.

for the past 3 days,

im trap at home and rot rot rot

all i do is rottttt.......

nope, of course
me, the hardworking one! , did study!!!!

I DID I DID I DID.!!!!

LMAO

tomorrows class outing to da east coast beach!!!
soooo long never see 3/4 peeps
miss them loads.!!!!!
see ya tomorrow.

and its official!!!,,,,

I MISS HONGKONG ALOTTTTTTTTT.

and

i miss..........

EVERYONE. ):

and

i miss having fun.

i mean alot of fun...

-------

why did you ask that question???

why do you always concern me at the wrong time...?

-------

2009-12-13T03:15:00.000-08:00

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm TIRED of being all alone,

and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

/I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have...

2009-12-09T22:20:00.000-08:00

'But I will see you again

I will see you again a long time from now

it will be a very loooooooooooooooonng time.

-------------

2009-12-09T21:28:00.000-08:00

I MISS THE HONGKONG WEATHER.

okays, IM OFFICIALLY HONGKONG SICK D:

*one more thing,

i heart dance and hongkong

2009-12-02T20:42:00.001-08:00

okays FREAKING excited. :D :D

flying off like sooonnnnxzxzxzx.

soooooooo bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2009-12-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

1stttt thing

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CHUNTING!!!
for yesterday X:

hope you are having a blast at japan!

and i miss you!

2ndddd thing

'cant wait for tomorrow. !!!!

times infinity to the power of inifity!!!!

LMAO.

flying off like sooonxzxz.

cant sleep tonight FOR SUREEEEEE.~

and going to school like earlier to camwhore.

gosh, cant wait.

excited to the freaking max.

gonna miss so many people.

and ya better miss me too!! :) :)

2009-12-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

do you look back on life and say, "i wish i had" or "im glad i did" ?

-Zig Ziglar

2009-11-29T02:37:00.000-08:00

[[Wish you were here.

Wish I was there.

Wish it was different.

Wish wishes came true.”]]

--------

2009-11-29T01:55:00.001-08:00

just to tell you :

i miss you

i miss going crazy with you

i miss having fun with you

2009-11-29T01:28:00.001-08:00

`its up to you whether you want to believe it or not..
me and you now is like never talk to each other..
whether you want to believe its up to you..

2009-11-27T00:36:00.000-08:00

what you thought was going to be yours..
it never turn out to be..

“If you want to be happy, be”

-Leo Tolstoy

2009-11-26T05:02:00.000-08:00

“If that boy don’t love you by now

He will never ever, never ever love you”

): ): ): ): ): : ): ):

its been more than a week...

thinking..

hoping it wasnt the truth..

but then it turn out to be another way..

its the freaking truth.

2009-11-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

cant wait for hongkong.

:D :D :D :D :D

2009-11-23T06:00:00.001-08:00

you cant hate without a reason

2009-11-21T06:15:00.001-08:00

i miss going crazy with you...

2009-11-17T03:55:00.000-08:00

it's often enough to be with someone.dont need to even talk. a feeling passes between you both. you're not alone.

2009-11-17T03:39:00.000-08:00

BBQ at stagmont is da booomxzxzxz!

enjoyed the time there.!!!!!!
though rained but it didnt stop us from bbq ing\

cant wait for tomorrow.
like really cant.
cos its
BRIEFING FOR HONGKONG !!!

i know dance girls cant wait for that.

this week is officially called the EVENTFUL WEEK

im feeling ESCTATIC!!

omg is that how you spell that. -_-

its called my english sucks.
if you didnt know that.

2009-11-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

craziiiiieeeeee week next week yo!
a week full of events yo!

1) bbq @ stagmont park.

2) hong kong briefing! @ school

3) to lousie housie.

4) arrival of dance tee and windbreaker! :D :D :D

im excited for everything times 10 to the power infinity.

LOL

2009-11-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

HONGKONG :D :D :D

2009-11-10T02:03:00.000-08:00

yeah, i wish.

2009-11-10T01:45:00.000-08:00

WHO ARE YOU IS WHAT I WANT..

2009-11-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

never thought that it will end this way..

2years..

how fast can this be..?

2009-11-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

i totally have nothing to say now.

2009-11-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

2009-11-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

sometimes when you least expect it...

LOVE HAPPENS.

311009

i turned officially 15 :D

went out with feli and leeleng

had a super duper great time!!!!

one always sms,

the other playing DS.

me stare out of the bus.

but thank them for pehing me :D:D

love them lots.

i really do.

2009-10-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

tomorrow me birthday

happy advance birthday to me! :D

2009-10-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

it gonna be large font today :D

whooooooooooooooo~

me miss having fun

me miss zack , sep instructor.

me miss hip hop today

SEP was fun.

though some stress and disagreement with some stuffs

overall,

we did a great job. :)

dance was stressing....

got a chance to saw a 'big ass fan'

._.

a fake smile on all our faces..

._. ._.

2009-10-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

happy,

is

what

it

shall

be .

my happy toe : D

oo fun day for todays' FDC

and after school CCA.

multiple jump shots taken

:D :D :D

practically i miss the fun we had.

i miss felicia lim too :(

she not here for this whole week

sianzxz you know.

a fun day at the haunted house.

facebook floaded with pics. :D :D

mr kong is so cute.

FINALLY had a chance to eat orea cheesecake

and its freeaking delicious.

cheesecakes are nice~~~~~

jumping in the middle of the canteen

where everyone is looking
LOLLLLS.

haunted house.

screamed alll the way!!!!!!!!!

little bit of sore throat.

and it was scary.!!! >w<

cca was fun :D :D

}}diamond bear. LOLS

practically today is a happy day

gonna miss the fun we had.

------

not anymore.....

2009-10-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

justin bieber :D

felicia is soooooooo in love with him!!!

she stalks him!:O

his album will be out on NOVEMBER 17.

his CUTE! :D

yeah yeah.gonna buy.

provided with money.

kaching*

haas.

2009-10-23T23:55:00.001-07:00

Will it ever be anything more than

wishful thinking?

----

oo how i wish it would be.

never expected things to turn out

this way..

all i hope now,

is that everything would just stay

the way it is..

2009-10-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

EVAN ELINGSTON.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-10-23T06:48:00.001-07:00

cant find the truth..

talking to you,
speechless.
idk why i was so nervous...

maybe you were.
maybe you werent.

i dont talk much,
have nothing to say..

3different stories,
which would you believe?...

but i still believe in who you will trust..

backstabber-.-

2009-10-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

a nice touching movie
got to watch it...
teared.cried.teared.cried.

2009-10-21T06:28:00.002-07:00

back to school on promotion day for dance.
it was fun today!!!
and htht wih kaijuan at mac
with me sitting down at mac waiting for the clock to tick by.....

and yeah then its 12pm , can buy 4.50$ meal !!!!!!
LOLS

me=idiot.
.
NOT .

slack with feli till 6plus
then we started cycling..

1)long time since i slack.
2)long time since i cycled.

}}SORRY GUYS,
FOR BEING SOOOOOOOOOOOO SLOW D:

and they are the same
COPY AND PASTE -.-
gosh gosh gosh gosh.

>>SOMEBODY'S DEFINATION OF STAB
is
ACT GUAI

>0<
LAUGHS ....

late night talk with eva yesterday night
till 12 plaus.
thanks for talking to me
and :D :D :D :D
<3

------

as days pasts, picture of you and me will slowly fade

i believe it will

choose who you want to believe
and
hope our friendship will continue...

2009-10-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

omg , results D: D: D: ): ): )-:

those disappointing results i have
more terror will come on friday.

omg,
i miss having fun

[[my dad told me:

"sleep more now that you are young,

cos you will regret it when you grow older

as you will find difficulty in sleeping"]]

so from now on,
i will sleep more!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
and turn into a pig.oinkxzxzxs
LOLS.

--

YOU, are the one that impacted my life the most

and though we are not even close now;
i hope we are...

i dont think you care for me in the first place
and may not even think about me..

.forgive me for loving you so long

.forgive me for thinking of you

*if you see this,
dont tell me.
--

im so over you
and i dont care
and i wont look back
cos i know if i do i wont make it
forgive me i cant take it anymore....