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Friday, October 16, 2009
IM GONE IM GOING


-lesley roy



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to: you (again)

for once i told you i like you
then i told you we were just friends

for once you never you say you do
but you indirectly say you dont

once you ignore me
then you cared about me

once you were concern about me
then you treat me like a stranger

once i thought i was like irritating,
you wouldnt mind who i was

for once i was lost,
you helped me

for once i was down,
then you cheered me up.

for once it was just one day
then it became two years

for once you didnt bother about me
then i cried

for once i like you
then i think it was love

for once i think you did,
then i think the opposite



i still dont understand what you are thinking till now
a 2mths knowing her,
you changed
to a person i didnt know
you are a total stranger now.

im just angry
idk why
not jealous.


dont misunderstand
dont bother whether i still like you or not,
cos i know you dont even care...
and you will not bother ba

i may not know who you actually are
may not what you are doing now
may not really know you
may not know how you feel deep down
may not know if you ever wanted me to leave
may not know if you want me to be out of life

i just pray everyday that you would be there for me
as a friend
memories would slowly fades
bet you dont remember the past
i still do

once i wish all those memories could just vanish away
once and for all
but it just couldnt

once you love someone,
you will not eventually forget them
memories will slowly revive.

thinking that one day you could be mine
i think too much
cos i know you wouldn't
it will never ever happen

but i know i dont now.

from: me,
your friend still?



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